Hola!!!

I'm back again

Frankly...I miss blogging. Guess that's the only way for me to express myself and vent my anger. Hehe.

So, what I've been up to?

Well, I'm currently working at a credit card company as an Admin Officer.  I love my jobscope and I love my working partner. She rock my socks with lots of laughter. That's the reason why I looked forward to go to work everyday and erm, of coz all of us work for money right?

Life as a fiancee is good so far, alhamdullilah. I'm blessed with a caring, responsible and loving fiance. ILY.

Hopefully I'll be back for more entries soon.

Have a good week ahead people.

~XOXOXO~

Many do not know that I have difficulties facing the public and I'm not good in talking and explaining.

So yeah...that's what I need to do for a living.

To handle the public.

I googled earlier today and this is what I found.

Credits to ehow.com

How To Stay Positive In A Job You Hate

Step 1

The night before, mediate on positive things about your work place and the tasks you do. Imagine a control panel with levers that can be pushed up and down. Each lever represents an area of your job that you find unsatisfying or troubling. Mentally push each lever into its highest position. These can be focused on aspects of work like customer service, dealing with co-workers, or your pay. Go to sleep expecting the best from each area the next day. Going to bed with a gut filled with dread will not do you any good.

Step 2

Once you're on the job, concentrate on your good work skills. You are most likely a valued employee and probably don't give yourself enough credit for the tasks you do. Take pride in your tasks no matter how minimal or repetitive they seem.

Step 3

Be extra nice to your co-workers. Forcing a positive attitude from yourself can actually help swing the ball in your direction and you might even pick up on some of your own enthusiasm, no matter how much it may seem faked at first. Happiness begets happiness.

Step 4

Don't take your bad attitude out on customers. It's not their fault you are unhappy in your job. Customer Service should never reflect your internal moanings. And again, the forced pleasantry might rub off on you and actually change your mood.

Step 5

Never stop looking for something else. If your tasks are mindless, busy your mind writing resumes and cover letters in your head. Brainstorm on places to apply and interview at. If your mind needs to concentrate on the tasks at hand, do this same brainstorming at night once you are home.

Step 6

Have an attitude of gratitude because many people are without a job at all. Be grateful you at least have a job and be vigilant about searching for something new. Get a second job that is fulfilling if you have the time. Part-time work in a job that is satisfying can carry you through the other job, should you need to hold on to it financially. Keep your head up and your ears and eyes open and your job situation will get better eventually.

Betapa Engkau Menyintai

Agungkan Aku Bagai Seorang Puteri

Selalu Kau Puja Diriku Ini

Melayang Aku Tak Memijak Bumi

Namun Terkadang Ku Rasakan

Apakah Sikapmu Tak Berlebihan

Aku Wanita Tak Sempurna

Bukan Sekilaunya Batu Permata

He told me that he was sorry for not being able to give me all the luxuries in the world.

Frankly speaking, I was down and hurt when he said that to me.

No, no...don't get me wrong.

I was down because money is not everything.

Love don't cause a thing, remember?

To me, I am more than happy to have a loving and understanding fiance and also husband-to-be.

The one that can guide me to become a better Muslim (Insya Allah).

The one that can be with me through the ups and downs of life.

The one that can really take good care of me.

The one who loves and respect my family.

Lastly...the one that can accept me for who I am.

Coz in the past, my ex can't really accept me for who I am and for that, I'm really thankful to found my fiance.

I am more than happy to live in a simple life, filled with so much love and happiness.

For now, I feel so blessed.

Syukur Alhamdulillah.